Misses You

I just slept the whole day yesterday. Woke up at around 2:30pm to watch tv and then at around 5pm went to bed again and then woke up again at around 7pm and ate our dinner and at around 8pm I went to bed again. I'm really not feeling well yesterday due to my wisdom tooth is growing. So before I went to bed I drink pain reliever to ease the pain and luckily it did because I fall asleep again.

I had a dream, my dream was me and my highschool friends where in this cementery, we are going to attend one of our friend's relative burial. Knowing that the place was familiar, I told them that this is where my mom is buried too. I told them I will go there to visit my mom. I bought flowers and I told them I will keep the flowers since the service is not yet done. So when it was done, I was running to the place where my mom was buried then I was looking for the flowers I bought, I saw a lady standing and she helped me looked for the flowers. Then we found out that the flowers were destroyed. I was crying so hard cause I don't know what will I do that time. I put the flowers on mom's gravestone but I was really crying. Then I saw the lady helped me she was smiling at me, then I just realized she was my mom.

So when I woke up in the middle of the night, I was crying so hard. I misses my mom. I know she's happy for me but I really do misses her.. *sigh*